I swore I would stop.
And I really did try.
Yet the allure of the darkness
Bids me enter time and again.
And in my loneliness and despair
I have ventured even farther.
To what depths I will stoop
I have no ideal.

But danger lurks both inside
and outside of my world.
I can't live with what I've become.
I don't want to lose all that I have
and all that I've accomplished.
I'm begging for help, Oh please!
can't you hear my silent screams?


The Underworld

The underworld has now become an obsession.
I crave for the bytes for the contact of words.
To hear someone say they care. To feel emotions again.
To share with others. The attention I need.
Already I have sank to such levels that I thought
were impossible .
I'm hurling myself forward night after night.

I'm Looking

O how my souls longs for the man
who can unlock this door and let
me escape this prism of fear that
engulfs me.

O where is the man who can bypass
the trivial and come straight to my
door, with key in hand to unlock this
prison and allow my soul to escape into
the night.

Oh how I long for this freedom, this
flight.
Each night I wait and I watch thinking,
Will this be the night, my knight will
come for me?

A lifetime I have waited in anticipation.
I know not who is coming for me.
Only that my soul is certain that my
life will be altered and for the better.

Deep within me buried under layers
of fear and torment.
Is a part of my soul that believes
I will be set free and each night
I pray dear God let this be the night.

A Kiss For You

I'm sending you a kiss
and a hug to hold you tight.
I;m sending you my shoulder
to comfort you this night.

I wish I had angel wings
because if I did I would
send to you an angel's kiss
and let you sleep like a babe.

But I'm sending you my love
so you won't be alone.
And until we meet again
just know how much I care.